Spoons and Eggs

Well that was an unexpected image to show up in stumbleupon. Oh well, I suppose fertilization is as nonsensical as any other possible topic. Not something I’ve had to deal with, given the lack of sex in my life. Do I wonder about it? Of course I do. In a lot of ways I just want to see what it’s like. With you, with the same person I thought it would happen with for a long time, but that doesn’t seem to be an option, lately. Maybe I should realize that life is not like a dream and I shouldn’t have expectations, or hopes, or dreams. I should just pursue that which has happened, rather than what could have been or what should have been. What I wish had been. I should write more, but I don’t know anymore.

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